It only just hits me that I may be quite the coward. I run and hide from new and sudden situations and my own emotions for fear of being hurt again. At least I'm trying to get better though, can't hide under the covers forever.

It's especially hard because now I dont quite know how to deal with particular situations or emotions, so, say.. I have a crush on someone, there's no way for me to figure out what to do, sitting and waiting just lets them slip away.. But the catch is, making a move can be dire.