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you dont enjoy drawing and your lack of technical skill and creativity frustrate you yet you continue to produce unfinished uninspired work which for some reason you upload onto art sites knowing whatever positive feedback you receive you simply ignore at best waiting for negative comments to feed your self loathing/self pity and hoping for the elusive "constructive" comments which you believe will supposedly make you better at this craft which is decidedly not something you have and appreciably talent in
why do you continue doing this
why do you continue doing this
whine about myself here
no one is going to look here
no one cares about your shit
you keep posting it though
like you think someone will notice you fleetingly
all you are to other people on here is a series of bad images
like in real life too
just emphemeral moments of someone else's time and then you cease to be for them
god you are stupid and disgusting and awful
no one is going to look here
no one cares about your shit
you keep posting it though
like you think someone will notice you fleetingly
all you are to other people on here is a series of bad images
like in real life too
just emphemeral moments of someone else's time and then you cease to be for them
god you are stupid and disgusting and awful
i wonder how many people have their own little record of their failing mental state like this
id think its interesting and maybe a little funny it it werent so awful, frustrating and exhausting
i want to be able to do something
i would like to draw regularlly again, but theres this huge psychological block i cant get over; i cleaned my room and movd shit around so all my pencils pens charcol paper etc are right there and that was like months ago
i havent even fucking touched them since
i dont like feeling awful, but more importantly i dont want to continue to be a major source of stress and frustrwtion for my family
i dont care about being happy anymore or content or sucssesful or anything; i know the way i behave will make that difficult to say the leat
i just dont want to be this anchor or parasite i am i dont want to be the failure that my father has to look at everyday of his life
if i could get myself togetherr enough just to get working again to pay for some cheap apartment used car etc, some thin facade i could show to him i am i dependsnt and functional and pretend to be content thats all i think i want anymore
anything else is impossible it seems, even that pthetic excuse for matyrdom
id think its interesting and maybe a little funny it it werent so awful, frustrating and exhausting
i want to be able to do something
i would like to draw regularlly again, but theres this huge psychological block i cant get over; i cleaned my room and movd shit around so all my pencils pens charcol paper etc are right there and that was like months ago
i havent even fucking touched them since
i dont like feeling awful, but more importantly i dont want to continue to be a major source of stress and frustrwtion for my family
i dont care about being happy anymore or content or sucssesful or anything; i know the way i behave will make that difficult to say the leat
i just dont want to be this anchor or parasite i am i dont want to be the failure that my father has to look at everyday of his life
if i could get myself togetherr enough just to get working again to pay for some cheap apartment used car etc, some thin facade i could show to him i am i dependsnt and functional and pretend to be content thats all i think i want anymore
anything else is impossible it seems, even that pthetic excuse for matyrdom
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