It's one of those silly drawings which only have any meaning for the one who drew it.
You're probably pretty familiar with Solar (the gray cat) who kinda was my sona in happier times. They were happier for a few reasons, some of which I'd rather not mention, but the fact I didn't need anyone to make me happy.
I had friends, sure, but I didn't rely on them for happiness. Now I get anxy over the friends I do have, and it just leads to misery. Over the past day I've come to realise a few things though, and stopped blaming myself for everything that went wrong, because maybe It wasn't always me after all.
I'm hopefully going towards a brighter future, where finally I'll be able to trust my friends without worrying they're going to run off because I'm just 'that horrible'.
You're probably pretty familiar with Solar (the gray cat) who kinda was my sona in happier times. They were happier for a few reasons, some of which I'd rather not mention, but the fact I didn't need anyone to make me happy.
I had friends, sure, but I didn't rely on them for happiness. Now I get anxy over the friends I do have, and it just leads to misery. Over the past day I've come to realise a few things though, and stopped blaming myself for everything that went wrong, because maybe It wasn't always me after all.
I'm hopefully going towards a brighter future, where finally I'll be able to trust my friends without worrying they're going to run off because I'm just 'that horrible'.
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Aww... *hugs*
I know your previous situation, as i was in it myself for absolute ages. Lately i've been having less and less contact with irl friends (of whom i've never had many to begin with) and i find myself... reliant on the friends i chat with on a daily basis >.<. I find myself in a different situation now, though; i just feel lonely irl <.<.
If it's any help, i think you're a very nice person. We don't chat too much but it's always fun when we do ^^. It's good that you stopped blaming yourself for everything, it's a lesson i have yet to learn at times xP.
Hope to chat with you soon - feel free to poke my anytime you see me on skype :D.
I know your previous situation, as i was in it myself for absolute ages. Lately i've been having less and less contact with irl friends (of whom i've never had many to begin with) and i find myself... reliant on the friends i chat with on a daily basis >.<. I find myself in a different situation now, though; i just feel lonely irl <.<.
If it's any help, i think you're a very nice person. We don't chat too much but it's always fun when we do ^^. It's good that you stopped blaming yourself for everything, it's a lesson i have yet to learn at times xP.
Hope to chat with you soon - feel free to poke my anytime you see me on skype :D.
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