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This one I wrote a long time ago... about 2 weeks before I discovered the furry fandom... Noone has ever read it besides me, and I'm hoping it's actually good... It feels wierd posting something "religious" on here, but ... yeah...
Just so you know, about a year ago, I stopped having any faith in God. Message me if you are curious enough to know why. Otherwise, I would ask you to keep your faith in your God. I'd rather not be the one to make someone lose their faith.
I walk through this world
full of sin and sorrow
I feel the pressure
the hate and the pain of tomorrow
I know of the suffering
that I can deflect
if only I had taken
the time to repent
(chorus)
I need your help
Oh almighty God
I need your guidance
like that mighty iron rod
someone to lift me off of my feet,
And lead me by the hand,
But I feel that noone
but you can ever understand
the pain that I feel inside
is not from ordinary sin.
I feel lost and alone
this strange sensation withing
Please help me now, Lord
I don't like to lie
If I'm not helped soon
I think I might just die
I suffer from a strange sin
I feel so depressed
Noone can feel my pain
I haven't simply transgressed
I want to tell the truth
to repent or to perish
But what a hypocrite I'd be
My pain is their wish
So don't tease me
Just don't squeeze me
I don't want to fall further into dispair
(chorus)
I can't tell you out loud
what this pain is I feel
I'm so ashamed of my past
it makes my head reel
I feel so unworthy
of your love that you give
I feel so disloyal
uworthy to live
Don't be fooled by my happy disguise
It's all covering lust, hate, and lies
It's no surprise
(chorus)
I want to feel true joy again
Please help me to know how to release this pain
I want to have fun without thinking of sin
I don't want to lust that way ever again...
(chorus x2)
Just so you know, about a year ago, I stopped having any faith in God. Message me if you are curious enough to know why. Otherwise, I would ask you to keep your faith in your God. I'd rather not be the one to make someone lose their faith.
I walk through this world
full of sin and sorrow
I feel the pressure
the hate and the pain of tomorrow
I know of the suffering
that I can deflect
if only I had taken
the time to repent
(chorus)
I need your help
Oh almighty God
I need your guidance
like that mighty iron rod
someone to lift me off of my feet,
And lead me by the hand,
But I feel that noone
but you can ever understand
the pain that I feel inside
is not from ordinary sin.
I feel lost and alone
this strange sensation withing
Please help me now, Lord
I don't like to lie
If I'm not helped soon
I think I might just die
I suffer from a strange sin
I feel so depressed
Noone can feel my pain
I haven't simply transgressed
I want to tell the truth
to repent or to perish
But what a hypocrite I'd be
My pain is their wish
So don't tease me
Just don't squeeze me
I don't want to fall further into dispair
(chorus)
I can't tell you out loud
what this pain is I feel
I'm so ashamed of my past
it makes my head reel
I feel so unworthy
of your love that you give
I feel so disloyal
uworthy to live
Don't be fooled by my happy disguise
It's all covering lust, hate, and lies
It's no surprise
(chorus)
I want to feel true joy again
Please help me to know how to release this pain
I want to have fun without thinking of sin
I don't want to lust that way ever again...
(chorus x2)
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Yeah... Nephi and Lehi and the iron rod and all that... good stuff... ^^;
I don't like to have anything to do with that anymore, though. Bad memories. Hell, I rarely talk to my family anymore because of it. I'm the first person in 5 generations of my family to leave the church. My great X4 grandfather was Erastus Snow, brother of Lorenzo Snow, and the first person to see the Utah Valley. (He and the one other he was traveling with, I can't remember the name.) So, you can imagine how troubled my parents were when, not only did I leave the church, but I declared I was a furry and that I was gay... It didn't go over too well considering it's a sin to even think about sex, let alone practice it with someone of the same gender.
So, yeah... Good times... ^^;
I don't like to have anything to do with that anymore, though. Bad memories. Hell, I rarely talk to my family anymore because of it. I'm the first person in 5 generations of my family to leave the church. My great X4 grandfather was Erastus Snow, brother of Lorenzo Snow, and the first person to see the Utah Valley. (He and the one other he was traveling with, I can't remember the name.) So, you can imagine how troubled my parents were when, not only did I leave the church, but I declared I was a furry and that I was gay... It didn't go over too well considering it's a sin to even think about sex, let alone practice it with someone of the same gender.
So, yeah... Good times... ^^;
Ouch! still, that's pretty cool to be descended from Lorenzo Snow's family. As for the sex thing, I don't think it's a sin to think about it, as long as it's appropriate. After all, everyone does every once in a while. As for the gay thing, I'm tolerant of gay people as long as they don't hit on me. No offense meant. I do hope that things work out for you and your family later on though. I actually have a teacher in my old high school who is descended from Joseph Smith. He's not a member either, but he's still pretty cool. Just out of curiosity, what kind of stuff do you post? Cause if it's not too adult, I'd love to watch you. Maybe I could even make a story for you after I've finished a few gift stories for friends. Though, it would have to be tame because I am LDS.
Sweet! I love to read tf stories! or just furry ones. I particularly enjoy hypnotic tfs. Don't know why, but I do. Though, any tf story is good in my book. Provided it doesn't have too much inapropriate content. I'd better get started. *makes a space-time bubble around me and computer so I can read all teh stories before bed and comment on them.*
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