If you really want to know what's happening here I'll sum it up by one word.....
Depression.
KJBat © Kim C. Jones
Depression.
KJBat © Kim C. Jones
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I don't know if this will work for you, but I always listen to this song when I'm feeling down. I hope it helps.
Heart of Live by John Mayer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4m71L2oAT4
Heart of Live by John Mayer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4m71L2oAT4
I like depression. More precisely, not feeling of depression by itself, but the benefits it can bring to the people. Depression will make you stronger and more prepared to problems in future, also on the moment of depression you become more self-critical (in a good way) and much less lazy, because in happy days of your life you don't want to make useful, but tedious routine, and in sad days your self-esteem goes down, and then you make attempts to boost it, using your sadness to motivate yourself and do something useful or creating something interesting. I have a friend, which is a very emotional, and also, what's more important, a very talented guy. When he's in depression, he waste all his time making videogame mods on Build Engine and writing music on FL Studio. He uses his sad nature to make art and gain himself wide popularity in narrow circles. So, come to thing, depression is not that bad after all - it's not very pleasantly, but what a boring world could it be without sadness?
Yep, it's pretty harmful, but on the other hand, you become morally stronger and smarter, and after all, much happier, because you'll learn how to avoid some mistakes next time, and you will be less sensitive and more confident in the future. There is no way to become wiser without letdowns, but that's worth it. Anyway, I hope you will be alright soon - you deserve happiness :)
Been there, done that, know how it feels. I'm on anti-depressants now and have been for several years, they're not perfect but I'm still alive/living life. Personally, I find doing something fun with a friend, especially something that gets me out of the house, is a good way to elevate my mood and all that. Hope you're feeling at least a little better by now, God bless!
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