Welcome to the part of my world I hate to get stuck in. Right now....I'm stuck here and doing everything i can to get out of it, even if it means drawing my feelings out like this. I'm not worried people will hate me for being emo I'm scared of changing into something no one wants.
Still this little guy here goes by the name "unnamed" i saw something like him years ago back in high school and i made me own version of him. Since then when i draw him it's because I want to show my emotion at the time. This guy with no real expression is drawn in different ways with different things to show how I'm doing. Mind you it has been years since i made him like this, and to be honest, it hurts me a little. Still I will be drawing more pictures of him as time goes on to keep people up to date on my mental state.
Still this little guy here goes by the name "unnamed" i saw something like him years ago back in high school and i made me own version of him. Since then when i draw him it's because I want to show my emotion at the time. This guy with no real expression is drawn in different ways with different things to show how I'm doing. Mind you it has been years since i made him like this, and to be honest, it hurts me a little. Still I will be drawing more pictures of him as time goes on to keep people up to date on my mental state.
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1280 x 960px
File Size 88 kB
I totally understand. I have great friends, great family, and a great dog... but everyone I have ever dated has hurt me so bad, especially one I just cannot seem to get over... it's been well over a year now, and I still feel so unwanted. I did so much for him, and I was so incredibly good to him, I tried so hard. I still can't understand why I was not worth loving. I feel so worthless all the time, and if it wasn't for my dog I would not be here anymore. Hell, even then, I overdosed on thyroid meds once and that should have killed me (I felt having my heart explode would be a fitting way to go). I am very unwanted.
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