for the past 3 months since califur ended, things just havent been going well for me. from home front being toxic to those that do me wrongly. its been a very trying time for me. so there have been alot of times i have held my head down in shame.

maybe i try to hard to be the super nice guy. maybe i spend to much time on making others happier. maybe i just need to be happy for myself. be happy for the small things i do and get back, even if its just 25% of the times.

well its time to go and be a good little mate and hush. *Closes the laptop.*