what's wrong cappi?

It's no worry sweetie D: I've just been in one of those really discouraging and depressing art slumps and I'm questionsing my major and if I can make it as an Illustrator and such ( and it's getting to me because its the only thing I want to do in life, but there are so many incredible people and so much hard competition and I know I'm only 19 but aaagghhh .n. ) . That's one of the reasons why I haven't posted much requests lately, because I'm trying to doodle my way out of it with my characters, and it's sort of working but it's very slow. Thank you for being concerned. -hugs snugs and close-