This is me from high school 9th grade...its almost as if I wasn't there, my mind was blank and being numb to the world is sometimes better than letting everything hurt you all at once. I wish I could be this person again, I didn't care about anything, I didn't even get jealous....

Things are different now, I care about a lot of things, small things bug me, and I have less self confidence. I don't know what changed