It's been a year now. today. I've tried. I really have.
But every day. Every night. When I look in the mirror, I still see you behind me.
I still see you wrap your arms around me, I still turn around to face you, to tell you that you're beautiful today. I still hear you tell me not to be so mushy. I still hear your laugh, I still see your smile, and I still feel the ghost of your body against mine. I roll in the bed, holding onto nothing.
If I'd only known.
If I'd known, I would have held you just a little longer that day. I would have told you that I loved you one last time. I would've looked into your eyes just a little bit longer.
And for what I'm about to do, I know you'll hate me. But please forgive me.
Most of these bottles say not to take with alcohol. My stomach feels like it's burning away from the inside, but it's the first thing I've truly felt in a long time. Because with every minute that the pain gets worse, I know that i'm getting closer to you.
I'm sorry that I wasn't strong enough.
But I couldn't do this anymore.
I'm coming to see you.
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(tonight's feels were brought to you by deathpunch. For that gravelly metal taste with a hint of deep emotional heartache, think deathpunch.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUVHWSIjMfY
But every day. Every night. When I look in the mirror, I still see you behind me.
I still see you wrap your arms around me, I still turn around to face you, to tell you that you're beautiful today. I still hear you tell me not to be so mushy. I still hear your laugh, I still see your smile, and I still feel the ghost of your body against mine. I roll in the bed, holding onto nothing.
If I'd only known.
If I'd known, I would have held you just a little longer that day. I would have told you that I loved you one last time. I would've looked into your eyes just a little bit longer.
And for what I'm about to do, I know you'll hate me. But please forgive me.
Most of these bottles say not to take with alcohol. My stomach feels like it's burning away from the inside, but it's the first thing I've truly felt in a long time. Because with every minute that the pain gets worse, I know that i'm getting closer to you.
I'm sorry that I wasn't strong enough.
But I couldn't do this anymore.
I'm coming to see you.
-
(tonight's feels were brought to you by deathpunch. For that gravelly metal taste with a hint of deep emotional heartache, think deathpunch.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUVHWSIjMfY
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I had some heavy feels while drawing/writing, but I also couldn't help but have a little dark humor about it.
okay, so how does he do it. HANGING- wait, he has claws, he can't tie knots. A GUN- wait he can't do that either with claws. SLIT WRIS- wait, different anatomy, that wouldn't work either. Oh what the hell, just bust the cap off a bunch of drugs, he could manage that
okay, so how does he do it. HANGING- wait, he has claws, he can't tie knots. A GUN- wait he can't do that either with claws. SLIT WRIS- wait, different anatomy, that wouldn't work either. Oh what the hell, just bust the cap off a bunch of drugs, he could manage that
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