A very lovely and soft piece, though I cannot help out as I am rather poor myself sadly. I know how it goes as I have liver disease and three blood clots and a busted back, always a let down when you do not have money. None the less keep searching out

ya sadly for her she needs it very soon or she might not make it my longer :'<
i really looked up to her wile i drew so its very sad to see her so ill now

yike is the liver disease bad (ie will it get better?).

Hopefully shell get the help needed then, though cannot say much then that, but these things happen, just like when an artist dies in a car accident.

Not sure honestly, dont have enough money to keep taking tests, but its probably one of two things and Im assuming if it is the worse of the two I have a max of 16 years to live. If it is the other thing, then well could drop dead any second as with these blood clots

in fact thats happened to one of my fav artist friends lately to ;~;

what coursed it? i mean is there a chance good living would cure it as the liver is a very strong organ for the most part

Rather a shame when such things happen


Unsure how it happened, cannot afford to get anymore tests nor can I afford to eat. I eat about once every day or two and when I do eat it is usually cheap things that last, so fast foods and fats. For a while I was living off soda, but one has little to no options when they are poor.

aww man that doesnt sound to great :c

with luck it'll have fixed itself (as long as its not coursing any pain or sickness i think its ok :'< )

Not sure really, for over a year now my body feels like it is constantly trying to get a cold. Not to mention (if you pardon the language) my nose mucus is in a state of goober, or when you are sick how it is watery and clear or white. So always feels like Im getting sick.

aww man that doesnt sound good for you at all :c

No, though I have nothing much to do but simply wait. Not rich enough to go to doctors and such or get myself out of this situation, nor can I even buy enough supplies to draw more and try some commission work

awww man that sucks so much :<
you tried donations?

With me there is no such thing as donations

no? :<

Long story which I cannot explain here sadly I must state. But no worries I suppose

aww well i hope it doent course you any pain :'<

I'm always in pain. I hate pain. What sucks about it is it is my back. I started therapy but had to quick due to having no money. Though my lower back is messed up. I cannot be on my feet for too long, I cannot sit for too long, and I cannot lay down for too long. It's a nightmare trying to sleep as I literally wake up every 10 minutes to move so it cuts my sleep down very much. Hence why I am always tired. Then the blood clot on the back of my left knee always bothers me when I walk and I have a spur now due to the chiropractor adjusting my back, he made my left leg slightly longer then my right by moving my hips. It is very annoying

it just sounds all so bad im real sorry all this has happened to you :'<

I think it strange, ever since my 18th birthday, things have been going down hill with my health. My dog died that day so wondering if it is some sort of curse.

awwww its one of (if the the worse) feelings to lose a loved pet :'C
the sadness of it could be making you ill to

Just the odd thing is she died in the middle of the day, though she was old and had a bad heart, she lived longer then anyone said she would, 14 years, though best dog I ever had, she used to fight off the bears

oh wow! thats amazing for a dog to live so long and she even bested bears! :3
she must have been very well looked after

She lived with my grandparents, but she was a good dog, very friendly and an outside dog. They lived up in the country near the mountains so bears and coyotes would come around often

thats the life every dog should live! just like a real do (none of this 'babying stuff' people do nowadays |c )

I always say it is cruel to have a dog in the city because they are animals and need a lot of space to do things in. None the less it was 6 years ago so there will be other dogs, hopefully. Also depending on my health and I find someone who likes dogs

or those dogs in prams and rubbish i hate that XC
maybe so but each dog/cat/ animal is special <3

Indeed, yes. Makes me wish I could get one x.x

aww me to i love puppy dogs!

Least you are pretty cool about it.

i try to be smart about things when it comes to a live that depends on you :3

Wish I could find someone so caring x.x

theres people around much more caring them me ^^

Yea but all the good ones are taken or too far away for me to do anything with

awwwww i know how that feels ;~;

Well least you got someone, I dont. Personally I grow tired of having to meet people over and over and over again just to have the same things repeat and such. Rather annoying if you ask me, perhaps I am getting too old to find someone.

theres always someone for everyone dont you worry about that! :3

Yeah Ive been hearing that for about a decade now, just dont want to get so old that Ill miss the chance, then again I could drop dead at any second x.x;

but so could anyone (even me :x ) being ill just gives you a time frame if its bad (but who said they are 100% any way X3 )

True, none the less also gives a reason to call me a defect, who wants a defect x.x