"Here I lay, alone, only the sound of my heart beat to be heard, but with no one to warm it. Great friends to be with sadly separate by distance or unfortunate fate, while friends once as thought was, forgotten by or deceived, lie near by. Disappointed at all ways at which to seem that there is no end with little accomplishments achieved, I lie here feel lost and alone. While I don't ask for the world to me, I only wish for one, at least one, to whom I can always know will never forget me by any matters, whether by distance or mind. And if or rather the light shall shine upon me, that special one who can heal this cold lonely heart. Until then, I shall travel alone to make my own accomplishments without outside direction like the lone wolf."

While many others enjoy the good times by their own business, Bleuxwolf sits alone, feeling forgotten by many as if of fate, gazing at the stars as he absorbs the peacefulness and essences of the moonlit night to forget all the stress and discontent of the world. He lately enjoys being alone, to avoid further stress and disappointment and to focus only on his own goals. However, he sometimes feels down from the fact that their really no one he can share those emotional and personal conversation with or be there ready to embrace him...

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1) Yes, I added a goatee to Bleuxwolf, this is optional for now on for his reference. I do not own a pair of boxers like that, however they would look nice in real life.
2) No, I am not depressed. This was started at a time when I was frustrated about a lot of things in general. Work, plans getting screwed, project not getting done, friends being fake, no close one yet in my lifetime (not looking), realizing friends and family hardly contact you if at all, and Friday the 13th. But I pretty much accepted it and just moved on ,even if I'm alone, to try to accomplish what I want to do to be a successful person. So I end this with a quote:

"If you're not there for one's low points, don't be there for one's successes."

Bleuxwolf and artwork by  bleuxwolf