Gone?! What do you mean gone?

He no longer exists. He will not be seen again. Another love in his life decided do to do something very dirty and cowardly and that was the end of all furlife for Lamper.

What will become of lamper? Will he be hidden in a closet forever? Never to shine again at FCN?
Aww I was hoping to party hard with lamper. I know he will return, like batman but more drunk, hehe( just trying to make lite of things)

Not the way he looks. He is fighting for his life. THe drs told me they lost him twice and brought him back. Why did this have to happen? WHo tried to stop it? Did anyone even try to stop what was happening and did they try to let me know? No none did. He considered you all his second family and most of them just turned their backs and made light of what is and has happened. By the way did you know he has a bad heart? This did not help abit. He threw his whole heart into this and loved him and got handed his heart back via a text. I hope and pray tha He turns the corner and comes out of it. RIght know it is touch and go. My sister is on her way to sit with me and my mom is on the way to the house to be with the kids. I will be here for awhile yet at hte hospital and no it is no joke to be made light of. My husband almost lost his real life and still may. I hope to God he does not because someone will be very sorry if that happened. I do not forgive and forget easily. What was done wa so bad and cowardly that hurt him the most. He could not say it to his face last night or even today on skype. What do I do besides be there and exist and pray to GOd he does make it? I cannot lose him after all we have been through. I have the kids but it hurts ya know. I cannot deal with the trauma of losing him. My aunt just died and then our 21 yr anniversary is supposed to be friday the 13th of july. QUess that day is a bad luck day. Never would have known before this happened.
Some of the friends have helped but alot have hindered and become helpers in what happened and I am not sure I want to come down again even if he does make it. I do not think I could see the other person and not want to hurt him for the pain and heartache he has caused me and more important Lamper. Some of the family from down there are going to be missed and I will stay in contact with. Others right now I could care less what happens. sorry but right now true.

I don't blame you for not wanting to come down and really don't want you to because it will just open old wounds really. I will miss lamper at the meets and you to. I was going to try and plan something for you two for being a big help this weekend.
Sorry I cannot be ther for you in person or even give you a number to call.... I don't want lamper to go and he better fight and live. Cause he needs to see me at FCN, he promised we would party.
You have my mates cell you can txt him and keep him updated so I will know too if you wish.

* hugs* your furry family loves you

I can't speak for everyone, but I'm here for you.

*salutes*