/// exactly what it says on the tin.

I found an old ref of her, and put some of the stuff on this ref because it is almost exactly as I still see her.

I'm not really quite sure why I keep her around, it's not nostalgia, exactly. Maybe it's along the lines of why I got my tattoo, I don't want to forget?

Either way, oh gosh, I'm thinking I should have put making this off??? like I already got triggered not too long ago, and this was kind of too soon to think about Ana again.

She's not at my absolute lowest weight, 77lbs because around then I ended up getting help anyway.

I'm not getting too worked up about it though because I am going out to lunch with my boyfriend Sunday and I can't let the crazy show then.

wow i feel like i said exactly a lot in this description