I'm getting the pre-Texas bummers. There's a lot of soul-searchin' going on.
Every year before I go to Texas to visit my Dad and family, perhaps a couple days before I go, I start getting kind of bummed. While I'm excited to see my family, I'm not excited for the loneliness. I have no friends down there and I get really depressed around the end of the month. While I'll be keeping in touch with all of you via my computer, of course, it's not the same as actual interaction. Then I always feel so disconnected from everyone when I get back, like I have to struggle to get my friends back or something. *face desk*
There's also a lot of stuff that was left unresolved since the last time. While I know that my stepmom Jen will be more supporting than my dad, it's still stressful to go into that sort of situation when my dad and I have always been buddies. He's probably forgiven all that happened last time, but it still doesn't mean that it wasn't ever there.
Oh and anatomy is shit and all that. Yep I know.
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Every year before I go to Texas to visit my Dad and family, perhaps a couple days before I go, I start getting kind of bummed. While I'm excited to see my family, I'm not excited for the loneliness. I have no friends down there and I get really depressed around the end of the month. While I'll be keeping in touch with all of you via my computer, of course, it's not the same as actual interaction. Then I always feel so disconnected from everyone when I get back, like I have to struggle to get my friends back or something. *face desk*
There's also a lot of stuff that was left unresolved since the last time. While I know that my stepmom Jen will be more supporting than my dad, it's still stressful to go into that sort of situation when my dad and I have always been buddies. He's probably forgiven all that happened last time, but it still doesn't mean that it wasn't ever there.
Oh and anatomy is shit and all that. Yep I know.
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now you know how I feel all the time down here....man, if I didn't have my older sisters and my nephew cadence to hug on, I would probably go crazy and start drawing tons of emo stuff. It's hard bein' away from you, man ;A;
and then I feel all sad n' stuff cuz I always WORK when I'm home, and so I never see you anyways. ;A;
and I feel like you have TONS of friends n' stuff so even if I could hang you'd be busy.
Cuz your GORGEOUS
and BEAUTIFUL
and FUNNY
and have tons of PEOPLE to hang with and have FUN
Bro, I'm sorry about the feels and sads and stuff you has, but I'm sure your dad will be over it, and he will be happy just to see you again. I don't know what all happened, but it should be all good. (unless you killed someone and left his body in your dads bed....that would be understandably awkward still)
now you know how I feel all the time down here....man, if I didn't have my older sisters and my nephew cadence to hug on, I would probably go crazy and start drawing tons of emo stuff. It's hard bein' away from you, man ;A;
and then I feel all sad n' stuff cuz I always WORK when I'm home, and so I never see you anyways. ;A;
and I feel like you have TONS of friends n' stuff so even if I could hang you'd be busy.
Cuz your GORGEOUS
and BEAUTIFUL
and FUNNY
and have tons of PEOPLE to hang with and have FUN
Bro, I'm sorry about the feels and sads and stuff you has, but I'm sure your dad will be over it, and he will be happy just to see you again. I don't know what all happened, but it should be all good. (unless you killed someone and left his body in your dads bed....that would be understandably awkward still)
haha, if you say so ;) http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=391011890951822&set=a.244765018909844.73277.244753448911001&type=1&theater
eh, yeeah,, they are, buuuut. idk. they're just not YOU man. some get a little annoying, some are always busy with homework, and I can't talk to them like I can with my peeps back home.
okay! ;A;
eh, yeeah,, they are, buuuut. idk. they're just not YOU man. some get a little annoying, some are always busy with homework, and I can't talk to them like I can with my peeps back home.
okay! ;A;
I'm sorry you dont feel well. Loneliness I know, and I have grown to enjoy it to a degree. Its kind of nice to just sit somewhere and know that its just you, with no one else supporting you... Atleast I think so.
Hope you have fun regardless of loneliness :S
And you can always talk to me if you want (obviously)
Hope you have fun regardless of loneliness :S
And you can always talk to me if you want (obviously)
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