Obese Horse Speedpaint
Well I have been FREAKING out waiting to hear anything knew about the guy I like.. I am so scared his memory won't recover or he won't be the same once he does.. Its like the man of my dreams came into my life we both REALLY liked each other, (from what I hear he still likes me, and remembers MY name..) But seems like he was brought into my life at the perfect time, feels like my soulmate, he even told me it felt like we were old friends that knew each other forever the first time we talked.. and now he has been snatched from me.. His cousin was supposed to call me two nights ago and also get me the number for where he is now, because HE has the guy's phone, but I still have not gotten the number and so have not been able to try and talk to him :( I hope that I hear more soon, and am able to talk to him..
SO I did this fat obese speed paint to try and distract myself for a moment and meditate and relax.. As I said drawing fat things is very therapeutic for some reason haha. Perhaps its all the curves, and soft shapes, and relaxing forms. Please everyone pray that my potential mate gets better, the more people trying the better.. I am hoping for a miracle.. ANYWAYS I hope at least this fat horsey brings you all joy lol.
Also please check out my fat dragon customs only 10.00 will make ANY of your characters into a fat dragon of your choice, would help me with my trip to hopefully see him, as well as buying furniture for my move in a couple weeks.
Info Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8062550/
SO I did this fat obese speed paint to try and distract myself for a moment and meditate and relax.. As I said drawing fat things is very therapeutic for some reason haha. Perhaps its all the curves, and soft shapes, and relaxing forms. Please everyone pray that my potential mate gets better, the more people trying the better.. I am hoping for a miracle.. ANYWAYS I hope at least this fat horsey brings you all joy lol.
Also please check out my fat dragon customs only 10.00 will make ANY of your characters into a fat dragon of your choice, would help me with my trip to hopefully see him, as well as buying furniture for my move in a couple weeks.
Info Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8062550/
Category All / Fat Furs
Species Horse
Size 900 x 695px
File Size 335.9 kB
Well we were SORT of getting that way, we had only been talking about two weeks, we already were talking for hours and hours, into the late hours, We would talk until six in the morning, he kept complimenting me, and told me how much he LOVES talking to me, I felt the same, and right away we felt like old friends.. we both were sort of thinking perhaps we were soul mates, but before we could even GET to that point and meet each other he got into a terrible accident at work, and has amnesia, although I THINK he is recovering, and he remembered MY name and some other names, but I have only been getting bits and pieces from his cousin who doesn't know much. I WAS with a man for 5 years, but I had been journaling on here.. he broke up with me, it was messy we had a lot of issues around it for about 6 months, but I finally let him go. About two to three weeks after I did this man that just felt right came into my life, and he is SO much more right than my ex.. so I truly hope he recovers and his personality remains unchanged.. I read that sometimes with head trauma that can happen..
I KNOW It is just so ridiculous I can barely believe it.. I thought that was the only kind of thing that happened in Rom-coms or chick flick drama movies.. I just can't believe it would ACTUALLY Happen to me.. I mean I JUST saw that damn movie "The Vow" on valentine's day with my ex.. wasn't expecting to have to live that.. except at LEAST I have heard that this guy remembers my name.. not sure what else he remembers as I haven't been able to speak to him, or get ahold of anyone that knows all of the info besides the spotty things I hear from his cousin.. its SO frustrating!
thank you so much.. More so though, pray for him.. I am hoping for a miracle for his entire memory to return.. he had SUCH an amazing memory for things, its crazy for this to happen. Funny enough that same day he was just telling me how his mind was like a steel trap because he remembered EVERYTHING I had told him over the hours we had talked..
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