Usually when I go to sleep, my dreams provide me with a colorful, fun and happy haven from the rest of the world or whatever's going on in my life. As I've mentioned before, I have very vivid dreams. I also tend to pull an Inception, and 'wake up' inside another of my dreams.
Except last night instead of a dream it was a nightmare. A nightmare in which my sister committed suicide and my family wouldn't tell me what was going on. And the more I tried to wake up, the more iterations of the dream I experienced.
When I finally woke up for real, it took me a little while to untangle reality. Even though I know now what is and isn't true, those emotions swirled up overnight will probably be riding in my head all day.
Vent art.
Apologies for not being my usual chipper self.
Except last night instead of a dream it was a nightmare. A nightmare in which my sister committed suicide and my family wouldn't tell me what was going on. And the more I tried to wake up, the more iterations of the dream I experienced.
When I finally woke up for real, it took me a little while to untangle reality. Even though I know now what is and isn't true, those emotions swirled up overnight will probably be riding in my head all day.
Vent art.
Apologies for not being my usual chipper self.
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I know your pain. My dreams however try to drag me down and keep me there. Every night for the past five or six years. They were always vivid and a little terrifying, but lately they have been aggressive. I've had to keep my wits about me, which has led to relatively bad sleep habits...
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