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Original: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7959684/
"I guess it's the darker side of being genderfluid. Getting pulled in every direction; not knowing if I should just stay the way I am, or actually make a change. I want to embrace who I am... but I want to be sure that whoever that is, is the REAL me."
Original: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7959684/
"I guess it's the darker side of being genderfluid. Getting pulled in every direction; not knowing if I should just stay the way I am, or actually make a change. I want to embrace who I am... but I want to be sure that whoever that is, is the REAL me."
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Vulpine (Other)
Size 825 x 1093px
File Size 404.9 kB
Lately this has been on my mind more. I like being a male but wonder if I'm the real me. The way I act, the way I think the things I like, and the way I would like to look. It's confusing and constantly pulling at my mind. If I had the money I'd probably go through with the changes but that seems to be the biggest reason I've stayed the way I am so far.
I just wish it was easier to figure out. I hate being confused everyday and being depressed. Even trying to dress the way I want and people freak out on me. The only people that even accept me are the local furs I know. If I didn't get that release to be the real me every now and then I'd have gone over the edge by now. But I always wonder if I do make the transition what life would be like? It's scary to think if you go through it it's done and you can't go back to the way it was. At the same time if I don't even try I'll always feel like I'm not really me and will just keep spiralling around in the pool of emotions.
Oh, and when people say this is just a phase I flip my shit on them. I go from guy to bitch in 2.5 seconds. lol
Oh, and when people say this is just a phase I flip my shit on them. I go from guy to bitch in 2.5 seconds. lol
I used to vent online but it seems to have less and less of an effect over the years.
Same way with me except I got the guy parts. Wouldn't mind a little on my chest so I didn't look too much like a guy. I'd like to be able to pull off girl and guy depending on how I feel. But I have so many days where I just want to be a girl but have to suppress it cause I know my family and some of my friends wouldn't understand. But hey, if you dislike your chest I'll totally take it off your hands. X3
One thing that's hard is I've had to act masculine for so many years it just pops out sometimes even when I'm having a girly day. I always wondered what things would be like if I just embraced who I was when I was younger how I would've turned out. I think my parents would've been more excepting if they knew who I was when I was younger rather then now. Now I'd probably be disowned if I told them who I was. Cest la ve.
Same way with me except I got the guy parts. Wouldn't mind a little on my chest so I didn't look too much like a guy. I'd like to be able to pull off girl and guy depending on how I feel. But I have so many days where I just want to be a girl but have to suppress it cause I know my family and some of my friends wouldn't understand. But hey, if you dislike your chest I'll totally take it off your hands. X3
One thing that's hard is I've had to act masculine for so many years it just pops out sometimes even when I'm having a girly day. I always wondered what things would be like if I just embraced who I was when I was younger how I would've turned out. I think my parents would've been more excepting if they knew who I was when I was younger rather then now. Now I'd probably be disowned if I told them who I was. Cest la ve.
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