this was draw by...
well yes that is the problem.
i forgot the name and i am ashamed of it.
if you know who did it plz let me know! i am more than willing to add it to the description and name of the pic to give credit.

it was drawn many years ago and i just found it again.
it shows me and tanjia in my arms. as far i now it was made for the contest but it was never finished