This is one of my first attempts at songwriting. I need some feedback, counting on you!

I wrote it when I was feeling doubly low. I was not only in a bad mood but I was feeling bad about being in a bad mood. Sadness turned to bitterness and there you go. There are other aspects of it but hey it's not like anybody but me would really understand. Since it was written in the heat of the moment I also kind of forgot. So yep.

So far I have not written any happy songs. What does this say about me?