haku is throwing away his sadness and stress and keeping his happiness and joy with him. i took his adivce and made this no copy. i did this one without even copying from anywhere. i can't belive his words worked and i made this. man does he look sexy in that speedo. i added the bulge for extra sexyness. yes, i like my men with a little muscle. it that a problem? i think of him alot, more than he knows since all he said to me is just puzzling me since its new for me.


man i did him so great that it scares me that i made this without copying. i hope he sees it. i made another one of him, but its uncolored so i am going to wait on sumbiting it. i want him to see this because i think his words were true for me. he told me to fight the dragon within rather than let myself get eaten by it and thats what am doing. i take control of my own life and i will be a puppet to no one.

in my heart i could not thank haku enough for all he was done and said to me. i just wish i would hear from him again. just to hear his voice again would make me simile. his words are starting to make sense and i would like him to see that. but he is very busy and i proably pushed him away. but if he does see this, am greetful to him for being the first person to not let me put myself down and be kind to me, a competle and utter stranger who look to him for adivce. thank you haku, my very kind and unsugarcoating freind.