On September 19, 2007 my grandfather died. Being only in his mid 70's. We have yet to find out what happened but it wasnt old age that took him.
I am going to miss him alot... He was very dear to me and I loved him more than most other family member as he has always been there for me and always supported me when the rest of my family were against me. It hurts me that I cant even remember if I ever got to tell him, in my adult life, how much I cared and loved him... A little support and cheering up from my friends would help alot.
As for the drawing. My hands were very shaky when inking and coloring it so bare with the lousy quality. Its ment to be a little dedication to him but also to show my feelings for the past couple of days. Lioness is my irl self and dog is my grandfathers spirit. He is not supposed to really be with me in the drawing. Its more like his soul/ghost/spirit thats there.. Some may wonder why I made him smile. Its a reminder to myself that no matter what happens after death I know he is ok.
Lyrics is taken from the movie "Ernest goes to camp" It was one of my favorite songs when I was a child and therefore I choosed it (that and its about being sad) I removed some of the lines as not the whole song fits to my situation. Lyric written in the drawing is:
"Im glad its raining
There's always something to be thankfull for
Cause no one sees your teardrops when it pours
And no one knows the thunder
is your heart break in disguise
And they think those rainy nights
Put that sad look in your eyes
Sure Im glad its raining
The gently rythm sooth the pain inside
I'm glad the stars aint shining
A wounded warrior needs a place to hide
Gee, Im glad its raining
I hope the morning sun wont come up soon
As long as it keeps raining
No one knows my heart broke right in two"
Last I watched this movie I was a teenager, so I may have gotten some lines wrong. Though I as a child and teen had the whole song memorised
I am going to miss him alot... He was very dear to me and I loved him more than most other family member as he has always been there for me and always supported me when the rest of my family were against me. It hurts me that I cant even remember if I ever got to tell him, in my adult life, how much I cared and loved him... A little support and cheering up from my friends would help alot.
As for the drawing. My hands were very shaky when inking and coloring it so bare with the lousy quality. Its ment to be a little dedication to him but also to show my feelings for the past couple of days. Lioness is my irl self and dog is my grandfathers spirit. He is not supposed to really be with me in the drawing. Its more like his soul/ghost/spirit thats there.. Some may wonder why I made him smile. Its a reminder to myself that no matter what happens after death I know he is ok.
Lyrics is taken from the movie "Ernest goes to camp" It was one of my favorite songs when I was a child and therefore I choosed it (that and its about being sad) I removed some of the lines as not the whole song fits to my situation. Lyric written in the drawing is:
"Im glad its raining
There's always something to be thankfull for
Cause no one sees your teardrops when it pours
And no one knows the thunder
is your heart break in disguise
And they think those rainy nights
Put that sad look in your eyes
Sure Im glad its raining
The gently rythm sooth the pain inside
I'm glad the stars aint shining
A wounded warrior needs a place to hide
Gee, Im glad its raining
I hope the morning sun wont come up soon
As long as it keeps raining
No one knows my heart broke right in two"
Last I watched this movie I was a teenager, so I may have gotten some lines wrong. Though I as a child and teen had the whole song memorised
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you are strong... don't ever forget that... okay? if there is one thing i can tell, seeing you online these past several years, its that... i know a little of what you're going through, we buried my aunt last week, it hurt, especially when i don't think she had to die yet--- and know you that of course, a shoulder to cry on (IRL) helps a lot, i pray you are able to wipe your tears on the shoulder of loved ones... take care, and god bless...
Thank you very much for the words. Death can be hard to accept, but life must go on. I had an aunt too a few years back that died by the age of 35. Accepting her death was hard too but was a blessing as well. She had a tumor in her brain doctors could do nothing about and she was in such great pain that we (the family) at the end wished she would die soon, which she also did.
But anyways. Life has to go on, it just takes time to get over an unexpected death
But anyways. Life has to go on, it just takes time to get over an unexpected death
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