need... to draw.. for self.... *implodes*

anyway. life has been, as they always say, 'hectic' lately. i have waaaaaay too much energy for someone who's been predominantly apathetic/depressive for the last like ten years D: so it must come off as this weird angry manic junk.
apparently i am very poor at forging smashing pumpkins logos. other than that, i gave myself an undercut today, fun fun, self-reflection, etc etc.