I'd like to think I know what you mean. Honestly. I feel a lot of the same shit =/ Sometimes I have days where I feel totally worthless. I literally have no real skill. I'm not smart, artistic or strong emotionally or physically. I'm average when it comes to looks so there is no real need to boast there. I really do know how you feel. At least I think I do. I've never really felt good enough for...anything. Life in general really. I'm so super scared of the future and growing up that I take baby steps toward becoming a true adult. How much of a pussy does that make me? I'm 22 and I have nothing to show for it.

Some days are worse than others, but here lately I have been holding my head high. I think a lot of the time I feel self pity and I tend to baby myself a lot. I have to grow up. I have to take a chance on life regardless of how much it fucking scares me and how little I think I'll contribute to the world. Just try and remember that you really are special and important. I also happen to think you're very talented :) Sometimes we just can't see our worth like other people can. My boyfriend has taught me that. We are our own worst enemies. Life is going to happen regardless of when you're ready or not. It is just time to take that leap.

I know how it is--the stress it is exhausting, and no matter how hard it is, nobody sees how it is for you,
they push you to get good grades, find a job, have a big great social life, and be amazing at everything.. I know how you feel, i hate it, I don't want to dissapoint them...

and you don't suck at all, its only human to knock ourselves down, and you must have potential--we all do, but it sometimes take somebody else to see it in you than rather yourself, i know its kinda corny but i heard a quote once--"those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind"

keep at it!

To get potential, you have to work. Everything in life has work involved and there's no way around it. It sucks.

I just came off sounding like I'm a stubborn ass with that post lol.

In this life there are challenges. Those who start challenges are the underdogs, those who avoid challenges never stand out, those who enter challenges are looking for who they are, those who are dragged into challenges are unlucky, and those who are challenged are strong.
You are being challenged. You are strong.
And you have so much potential, but a future won't just be handed to you; you need to make choices, take actions, and set the ball rolling if you want to make room for the path you want.

Darling, I thought exactly the same thing as you. What do I have to contribute to this world?

I remember first starting out in high school and immediately wanting to drop out because I wasn't coping. That didn't happen. I managed to make it all the way through to the end. I still don't remember how I did it but it's done and dusted.

When you graduate, you'll open up a whole new aptitude of opportunities and pathways that you can explore.

Just remember, you're not alone. You'll get through this. I promise.