Was Googling my name and found an old pic of myself when i was with NORML and passing out pamphlets in Ann Arbor for the medical marijuana program that was on the ballots....that night after the votes were in i felt a sense of accomplishment that it had passed...i was still in my 20s and so full of hope
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No...not really...too many people i cared about and loved used and abandoned me...shortly after this pic was taken....i was disowned by my father (who at the time was using me for slave labor) and the entirety of his side of my family over a stupid coincidence that should have been a happy coincidence.
Worse....the only person whom i loved that never used or abandoned me
mudpaws i can no longer see because this http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3373284/
Worse....the only person whom i loved that never used or abandoned me
mudpaws i can no longer see because this http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3373284/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-VMTIPwk74 Truer words were never spoken
I will never give up...ill keep searching regardless of feeling the search is hopeless...i got that rare insane determination of Monty Python's Black Knight.
Thats why i am moving to Vegas....true, one door has closed...but another has opened...i can no longer see mud again....but there is a kitty in Vegas who claims to want a life with me...
yaegashi ...even tho i fear greatly that he too will have to leave me for one reason or other,be it of his own doing or a cruel twist of fate as happened with mudpaws and i
I will never give up...ill keep searching regardless of feeling the search is hopeless...i got that rare insane determination of Monty Python's Black Knight.
Thats why i am moving to Vegas....true, one door has closed...but another has opened...i can no longer see mud again....but there is a kitty in Vegas who claims to want a life with me...
yaegashi ...even tho i fear greatly that he too will have to leave me for one reason or other,be it of his own doing or a cruel twist of fate as happened with mudpaws and i
Moving to Vegas in a few months man...to be with
yaegashi ...try to fill the growing void within my heart and soul that was caused by losing
mudpaws
The heat of the desert would cause me to sweat constantly and turn my hair into a thing to transfer this bacterial infection to other parts of my body as well as to others
yaegashi ...try to fill the growing void within my heart and soul that was caused by losing
mudpawsThe heat of the desert would cause me to sweat constantly and turn my hair into a thing to transfer this bacterial infection to other parts of my body as well as to others
I wish that too...but i know it wont, so i must move forward to the next chapter of my life
*huggles back*
Thank you lil dude...that means more to me than you will ever know.
*scritches behind the ears in that super secret spot only another mouse knows about*
I hope i am lucky enough to meet you some day....you would be awesome to hang out with.
*huggles back*
Thank you lil dude...that means more to me than you will ever know.
*scritches behind the ears in that super secret spot only another mouse knows about*
I hope i am lucky enough to meet you some day....you would be awesome to hang out with.
"I promise, promise, triple quadruple, promise promise if you know who and i hook up"
Kinda confused(may be lack of sleep) but are you refering to the broken old shell of a man we were talking bout in PM or someone else?
"what's funny is, there's spots for real, which I overly enjoy.
I like the spots on the sides of the face, almost as much as a cat I think. If I knew how, I would probably purr for yeah.
The right section about the ears, nearly turn into a dog in other ways.
It is nuts, I seem to have animal instincts to a certain point."
Me too...rub the right spot on my ears and im in orgasmic bliss like a Ferengi getting Oomax.
"I hope so too.
If I don't have my SSI by June 14? I think that's correct, 14 - 17th.
You would be able to meet up with me there, (Where?) Anthrocon, it's in Pittsburgh.
It's around 4 - 5 hours on a bus. So I don't even got a Tail, showing up would at least show support.
And when I do finally go, I'll probably take with my buddy. Reason why is, I'll probably spend a night up there.
I am so use to sleeping alongside of Dave though, I'll probably have problems sleeping.
I am not totally sure about this year for another reason as well, and that is, I don't have hotel room plans or any of that. i wanna have that setup before i even get there yet."
Doubt im ever gonna have enough money to go to AC....life seems to like keeping me so poor im broke more often than the 15*crash*err 10 comandments
*huggles back*
Kinda confused(may be lack of sleep) but are you refering to the broken old shell of a man we were talking bout in PM or someone else?
"what's funny is, there's spots for real, which I overly enjoy.
I like the spots on the sides of the face, almost as much as a cat I think. If I knew how, I would probably purr for yeah.
The right section about the ears, nearly turn into a dog in other ways.
It is nuts, I seem to have animal instincts to a certain point."
Me too...rub the right spot on my ears and im in orgasmic bliss like a Ferengi getting Oomax.
"I hope so too.
If I don't have my SSI by June 14? I think that's correct, 14 - 17th.
You would be able to meet up with me there, (Where?) Anthrocon, it's in Pittsburgh.
It's around 4 - 5 hours on a bus. So I don't even got a Tail, showing up would at least show support.
And when I do finally go, I'll probably take with my buddy. Reason why is, I'll probably spend a night up there.
I am so use to sleeping alongside of Dave though, I'll probably have problems sleeping.
I am not totally sure about this year for another reason as well, and that is, I don't have hotel room plans or any of that. i wanna have that setup before i even get there yet."
Doubt im ever gonna have enough money to go to AC....life seems to like keeping me so poor im broke more often than the 15*crash*err 10 comandments
*huggles back*
What could I say... I've read all the comment that's over my head *Smile* Well I'm glad to see that you were happy while this picture was taken... It's a good thing to be able to put a smile on our face from time to time even if life can be a sack of nails. Destiny has been really harsh with you... but I think that sometime these ordeals allows you to become better... like gold when you want to extract this precious metal that stuck in the common rock or other mineral you must put it under fire... and gold reveal itself... All these awful ordeals you went through made you a execeptionnal individual and your soul now glows because like gold it has been ''purefied''... I'm not a masochist and I know that my example must really look cheezy and I know there's better ways to become an exceptionnal individual but life has sometime a ''crazy'' way to realize it's goals... All I can say is to never give up Hippie... I know that there's an exceptionnal person tht hide inside you
You have to take re-control of the reigns and ride out of the battle and into an inner armstice that will last forever. Think back, what happed, why you are as you are now, what do you have to change and what do you have to do. find that out and with some help you can escape.
What happened is i did a lotta backbreaking work for my dad and wasnt paid for it....it has destroyed my body...giving me severe arthritis which makes exercising too painfull to attempt....some days i can barely walk due to the pain...other days i cant even sew anything cause my hands hurt too much....nor can i do a whole lotta typing on mesengers because every year the arthritis worsens making a buncha typing an experience in pain.
As i said...in this pic i was in the prime of my life...had a dayly exercise schedule....weighed 150 in this pic and was quite muscular...now im 287 and not only suffering from arthritis but a bacterial skin infection that scarrs my body
As i said...in this pic i was in the prime of my life...had a dayly exercise schedule....weighed 150 in this pic and was quite muscular...now im 287 and not only suffering from arthritis but a bacterial skin infection that scarrs my body
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