Dear Light of my life and soul
You who made all and gave us the blessing of the existence
You who give us the good moments to enjoy
and the bad ones to learn
Thanks a lot for being always here for me
despite i am not always here for you
I am here feeling lonely, sick and naked
Cause I see my soul and my life arelacking of you.
Once again just becoming weak and then feeling pain
cuase I feel away from you
and that's the worst of the deaths in this world
Now I am here claiming for something I don't deserve
for something that others don't need to ask anymore
cause they are always there with you and always in peace
always in love and calm in the middle of the storm
By heart, I just beg you rule again inside me
I belong to you and nobody else
I am just nothing if you are not inside me
If you are not the heart of my life
may your will be done over me!
Cause you are merciful and also fair
with everyone who comes to you claiming your holy name
I give you my life and in the middle of the darkness I am
I beg to find always the light of the hope to go ahead
and to be part of your great plan
to share love, peace and salvation to everyone
Huide me! Forge me! Shape me!
And I am sure I will be all of that
cause this is what I want and nothing else.

In the name of Jesus Christ <3

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In a way, I feel this is not something I should really do as some things are better just between God and one, but I wanna share this because inside me I feel a huge need to feel closer to God. This is a way I wanna share this as I know there is always hope by looking for him always we need him, but not only for that, also for being part of his plan for this world. I just have a lot to learn about this, but in a way, also saying that despite what bad things we could have done, what we decide to do now about them is what makes the difference.

God bless you all and thanks for reading if you did.