Incomprehensible nonsense, disturbing nonsense, things that do not appeal to the vast majority and that the subset that approves is so small that it can probably be counted out upon an abacus without much irritation,

such is the way of the dark ways and the darker zones,
impossible to escape yet pretty easy to say you want to go

but you pretty much say No,
there's no way to dodge that Blow,

and I could not find the right things
always stepping on sharp objects, bottoms of feet nearly swollen

at least there's a way to ease things (and no that's not it, go away)

but then you recognize the proper niche is disapproved
"oh fuckin' well, there's no way I really give half a shit"
"I can't find a good alcove so I'd might as well stand in the middle of the field"

Hidden from the lightning, really, is enough, no need to force yourself to be absolutely in danger
Just make sure it's not total isolation or you're gonna go insane