Still a beautiful one

I love traditionnal media, especially when well masterised.

If you don't mind my asking, may I ask what type of situation this pertains to? I don't mean to pry, need specifics or delvie into your personal life, I just might be going though something similar, aand wanted to know if this was relevant.

It's... hard to describe in few words.
I just... don't feel happy with this what I'm doing. I'm not satified with my drawing level. I've made bad decision in the past and I can't fix them up now. I always wanted to go to the art college but now I can't - not with my currently skills.
I just feel like... I ruined all my life and I have no way to go.

Sorry, it's really personal... ^^'

Oh, then yeah, I see what you mean.

If the words of a stranger have any weight; its not too late. Okay, so you didn't make it into art college; neither did Da Vinci, Raphael or Micheallangelo, and looked where they ended up. Think of how impressed the world would be by a person who was self-taught who draws twice as well who spent 4 years and $$$ under a master's tutelage.
I've seen you gallery, trust me, you've got nothing to be ashamed of. Take a look at mine when you get the chance. You can find me at NoraOkami.deviantART.com as well. You'e got your head and shoulders above a lot of people, but believe me, the fact that you aren't satisfied just means you can push yourself even farther.
Your life isn't over yet. So you made a bad decision or two; who hasn't. 'm not you, so I can't say that whatever you did was no big deal, but I can say that theres no changing that choice now. So take what you've learned from it to make tomorrow better.

I honestly don't know where all that came from. I guess Ican't let well enough alone when I know someone's hurting...kinda like the rut I'm in now, but thats my own problem. Anyways, God bless, and pray your situation resolves itself for the better soon.

-NoraOkami

Oh gosh... Thank you T_T Thank you so much...

I... I don't know what else I can say... Thank you.

Hey, I'm Christian. Helping people's what we do.

Besides, there' enough depressed people in the world without adding the kickin' rad artists ta the list. Take care of courself, Ms. Anabel