I had a lot of internal debate on if I should post this or not. I actually drew this quite a while ago, before summer began...... Its a bit of a personal piece really.
I lost a very dear friend of mine back in 8th grade. It was a horrible freak accident and I didn't believe it had happened, I thought they had heard wrong and he was really okay. I went through the day, ignoring everyone around me, ignoring the falling tears and people embracing each other. They were just over reacting from a small accident right? Wrong... By second hour I learned that I was the one misunderstanding the situation. I still couldn't bring myself to believe it... For weeks after, I came home after school and slept immediately. I'd stopped communicating with everyone. If anybody asked I was "okay". Come time for the funeral, I readied myself and went on my way. However, I detoured and decided to stay at my sister's house instead. I couldn't stand the closure, and maybe that is the reason I STILL cant get over this. I don't think I ever did shed a tear...
Well this is a bit of what I still go through when I mention his name, look at the locker he once had beside mine, or even listen to songs that bring back memories. :(
Okay a bit of an emotional pic for me. But I think this turned out pretty well in my opinion. For being a quick sketch during a bit of an emotional moment, I think it looks good! :) I decided to draw a Cougar to represent him, seeing as the school mascot is a Cougar...? Makes sense right? >_>
I lost a very dear friend of mine back in 8th grade. It was a horrible freak accident and I didn't believe it had happened, I thought they had heard wrong and he was really okay. I went through the day, ignoring everyone around me, ignoring the falling tears and people embracing each other. They were just over reacting from a small accident right? Wrong... By second hour I learned that I was the one misunderstanding the situation. I still couldn't bring myself to believe it... For weeks after, I came home after school and slept immediately. I'd stopped communicating with everyone. If anybody asked I was "okay". Come time for the funeral, I readied myself and went on my way. However, I detoured and decided to stay at my sister's house instead. I couldn't stand the closure, and maybe that is the reason I STILL cant get over this. I don't think I ever did shed a tear...
Well this is a bit of what I still go through when I mention his name, look at the locker he once had beside mine, or even listen to songs that bring back memories. :(
Okay a bit of an emotional pic for me. But I think this turned out pretty well in my opinion. For being a quick sketch during a bit of an emotional moment, I think it looks good! :) I decided to draw a Cougar to represent him, seeing as the school mascot is a Cougar...? Makes sense right? >_>
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1233 x 864px
File Size 441 kB
In middle school, I knew a guy who was trying to talk to me on the bus back home from a field trip, and I told him to "shut up" so I could sleep. I later learned he was watching T.V. and his mother came in to check on him 'cause he hadn't gone to bed yet, and he had passed away. I never tell anyone to be quiet because of that, and it hurts me to use those words. I didn't cry, but I gave him moments of silence every day ('cause I'm talkative) for a few months, and I'll never forget him.
Yeah, that's a beautiful piece of art ya did, and don't regret it, what ya did that is. You just didn't wanna make it seem true that it happened. And just so ya know, I can't cry over anyone's death, even if I tried. It's difficult for me for some reason... I think I just realize too much, no matter how close someone is to me. So yeah, as long as you remember them, they are happy *Hugs* Well I got school soon, so bye, take care! X3
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