I'm back at the start, I think.

It's kinda lukewarm, in a way, it's kinda shitty, in a way.

Worked kinda hard to get into section "b" but got aggravated and uncomfortable, and now it's really refreshing to get back into section "a" at least for a bit.

Or had I fallen into that? Shit, I can't remember... I just know it happened.

I think it was a falling - this really wasn't something you worked for. I guess that's the painkillers talking... they're really light, but then again, when you're tired, anything happens.

I think I'll try to stay here - I'll call it the "sane" section, and the old place the "strange" section. I think there's a third one in which, well, it's like the "strange" one without all the negatives.

Fuck, I dunno. I wish I could find it. Lots can, but I can't. It's kinda weird.

Ah well. Time to relax for a little bit before heading back out, taking that risk again.