Long distance relationships suck. You all know this if you're either went or going threw this right now.

It's really hard. You dream, you cry, you feel anger. But no matter how much your emotions get mixed up, your spouse is still not there.

Yeah, the internet thing is not working between me and J-P anymore, we want to feel each other, see each other, smell each other. And that just doesn't work with a phone or internet line.

It's really hard and heart breaking, especially when people think that it's nothing more than just a internet fling. I assure you, this is not some crazy internet thing. This courtship is SERIOUS. If it was just a internet thing, then we surely wouldn't talking about marriage and our future together.

It's crazy how we're so damned close, but so far apart from each other, it's crazy and heart breaking. And now that I have no internet or phone line, we're still trying to keep in contact with each other the old school way. By mailing letters to each other. That's how serious it is.

J-P, hun. I would like to say that I love you and I miss you just as much as you miss I. And I know the pain of wanting to be closer. I love you so much Foxy Poo Boo Woo.

But one day, we will break that barrier keeping us apart, and when we do, I promise we will hold each other tight and never let go. I'm pretty sure I'll crying tears of joy in your sholders, you'll be crying in mine. But this is a mear dream at this time, hopefully in the future it will be a reality.

I put all of my emotion and tears into this picture, I was literally crying while drawing this picture. It was really hard trying to keep the picture from getting wet by the tears. I put all my heart and soul into this. This isn't a art piece, this is a emotional roller coaster ride. If there's anyone out feeling the same way, I would like to say be strong. Things like this only your relationship stronger in the long run.

I love you J-P. And I mean this from the deepest part of my heart. Let us try to break this ugly barrier down together, as a couple. Because it's the only thing keeping us from being together forever. I know this sounds corny. But I mean it honey.

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