Ok story time:
I was forced to go to family concealing which ruined everything, I'm judged on every move I make and no matter what I do, as good as I try to be, my dad yells at my mom about how horrible I am. My boyfriend thinks he knows me so well but honestly, he doesn't. I barely talk to him and lost a good portion of my friends when I broke out of my shell a bit. At college I was still made fun of for who I am. Its just like no matter where I go I have to hide myself to make people happy so I could have some form of fake happiness. I just wish I could be myself, to show my otaku, loli, furry me without being judged.
Side note: this is acually chibi's younger self. Her age can change. Only when she's sad she'll show this younger self with her long hair.
I was forced to go to family concealing which ruined everything, I'm judged on every move I make and no matter what I do, as good as I try to be, my dad yells at my mom about how horrible I am. My boyfriend thinks he knows me so well but honestly, he doesn't. I barely talk to him and lost a good portion of my friends when I broke out of my shell a bit. At college I was still made fun of for who I am. Its just like no matter where I go I have to hide myself to make people happy so I could have some form of fake happiness. I just wish I could be myself, to show my otaku, loli, furry me without being judged.
Side note: this is acually chibi's younger self. Her age can change. Only when she's sad she'll show this younger self with her long hair.
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My parents seem to care too much, they took me out of college so they can watch me, blocked my bf's number, threaten to shut off my phone, sent me to another therapist, controls what jobs I get and where I go to college in the fall, who I talk to, where I go, and they refuse to teach me how to drive. They also like to keep telling me how I dumped the "best thing that will ever happen to me" the same guy who used me all this is what's putting a strain on my relationship. Hence the drawing. XP
Sounds like my ex-girlfriends kind of life when I was with her back then. Except I wasn't an asshole and pretend to know everything about her. I guess the ending result was that she gave up on me when I mentioned breaking up..
Well anyways, I've known people who gone through that and I totally understand. Thats why artists make art because they have something to show, like this one here. Perhaps you can explore in making friends with people who share the same interests. People I've met in both the web and rl are very much otaku and furry-fanatics. heheh
Well anyways, I've known people who gone through that and I totally understand. Thats why artists make art because they have something to show, like this one here. Perhaps you can explore in making friends with people who share the same interests. People I've met in both the web and rl are very much otaku and furry-fanatics. heheh
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