You're not my boss. You're not my desire. You're not my babysitter, and you are not my wish. You are no longer the dictator of my likes and wants. You are....
INSIGNIFICANT
and this is something I've just been looking the other way about for a long time. On the internet, and very rarely in general life, I've been the sucker for other people's whatever. Chasing after other people's glamour, other people's shallow wants, it's really stupid. So, recently, I've been done with that. I've been unhappy and bitter and hiding it from all you buddies for a long time, and really grating gravel in my mouth for yeeeears, because I've been trying to fit in and be me too for some baaaad other people/places/influences online. So I've also been done with that for a while, and I've been honestly happy with myself, not disgusted when I look in a mirror (it's been a LONG while since that happened...), I've been so Pinkie Pie happy and bouncy, and I bet some of you have noted this. Life is harder than ever and I have my problems, but i haven't been this happy since 2002.
And this is something I actually want.
My life is partly a collection of positive experiences that–I cannot deny, by God's direction, have shaped me to be a happier and better person than I would have been. If it weren't for this direction I know I'd be dead on a few occasions, and even if not that, I would be an angry combative unhappy person who would only want to make the world harder for people, because he wouldn't know any better way to entertain himself. I'm a dunce, but at least I turned out a happy dunce, I've seen the alternatives and dang I'm lucky. Anyway, the things that I've seen and heard and shared with special people, have given me the best tastes life can offer. My conscience screams that I should share these experiences with others, because it's just WORTH EXPERIENCING these things. So instead of trying to follow the people who are bullies half the time, and the idiotic glamour that we've all been fed by scores of heartless sources, I'm going to be about the things that make me happy and bouncy, like they always have. The best part is, these things cannot be made, they cannot be bought or sold, they cannot be banned, and cannot be destroyed. 'CUZ THEY'RE NOT THINGS :D They're fun and lovins and hugs and memories and times together with friends and realizing who you are, all on your own. And they are so much more. So I'm going to be about that, and I am guaranteed to succeed because I've been doing it already for a while. This art here is just a preview, a tiny tiny taste of what's to come, when I go after who I am. And it's AWESOME. :D If you like my ideas, I hope you don't chase after me, but only if you want to and if you see that same fun and freedom and no reins or chains that I've found, I'd hope you follow along, and enjoy the simple, random, funny, ridicularious, extreme, mind-bending, loving stuff I've experienced.
Haters and meanies run for your lives, this here's just the first tiny part of that, the first doodles, my written-drawn declaration of freedom, and taking back me. >|3
p.s. ridicularious, that's my word, I invenniddit!
Category Designs / Portraits
Species Western Dragon
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