"Are the best I've ever had"

"It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today"


Vent art.

But who cares?
Just go away. COME ON! Go and ignore this shit. You know, it's just Rinny and she has admitted that she's white trash so let just leave her in a corner to rot and then die.

Thanks for shit.
Thanks for abandoning.
Yeah... I feel like that right now.. Like the whole goddamn world once again has turned it's back on me.

Do not take me personal.

AS for those who actually takes interest in whether I'm ALIVE or DEAD, write to me. And no, I do not want to freaking talk through comments on this shit or any other f*cking piece of vent I have in my sucking gallery, nor through the f*cking notes.

If you're one of those who has my msn or my skype or both, then you can friggin' write to me THERE and see if I respond or not.

I'm tired of this shit and the fact that everybody around me just gives me the cold shoulder, ain't a goddamn shit better.

It annoys me that everybody just dumps me.

Thanks?
What the hell has I done to deserve it?

For my friends, I'd give the whole goddamn world just to see them smile, but when/if I later discover that they won't even look my way when I am down, it breaks my heart, it tears me open and makes me bleed.

It forces me to take the goddamn knife and make another cut, just so that I can lie about it and say "It was Luna who scratched me" When it was myself.

Oh yeah. And my parents are scared that I'm phsycotic. Just because I want to curse people, torture people and actually kill those who wronged me.. Wierd they think I'm a psyco, don't you think?


Whatever. You don't care anyway or.. at least that's what I friggin' figured through my last few months. In my deep painful melancholia state.