Yeessss, another demo. I haven't been able to do anything "complete" in some time, since my sustain pedal for my keyboard is dying on me. I really need to get around to buying a replacement for it. Regardless, until that's taken care of, I can't really do anything major, since the pedal likes to randomly cut out on me- so recording a full song is basically impossible.

But, until I get my head out from under my tail and resolve that issue, at least you get these simple little demos to amuse(?) you. This is a representation of how I've been feeling the past few months. Hooray for winter in Ohio. Obviously the finished product will have much more to it. This is just the keyboard and my voice. The timing is a bit off, here and there. But it's a demo- it was made just for my own later reference.

Bark.

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I don't know how to say,
how I feel today.
It's hard to tell why.
I'm up and I'm down again,
I smile and then
I just want to cry.

It's hard to believe in me
when I can be
my greatest demise.
So I try to elude myself,
disillusion myself
with false hope and lies.

And maybe all my dreams,
were better left alone.
But somehow I'm gonna make it,
on my own.

I don't know how to tell
if I'm doing well
or if I've failed.
I set out on your sea,
but it's plain to see,
that I can't sail.

And maybe all my love,
was better left alone.
But somehow I'm gonna make it,
on my own.