Yup. This idea have been in my head for like.. 2 days.. Finally got it out and into a canvas..

Now, I'll tell you how I got that idea..
You see. I was outside, because in my neighborhood we have a playground wich I truly adore awfully much even through I am an adult (more or less), I still take 'care' of my inner child somewhat. I keep it to myself through and.. I see that playground as my property, althrough it is free for all to use whatsoever.. I get extremely aggressive and terrytorial when there's other people approaching and I snap and them if they talk to me. If it is kids, I can honestly say that I first.. sorta growls at them, and if they dare to talk to me or otherwise annoy me, I threat them, directly to their face.. usually by saying: "Next time you annoy me, I'll hit you the hardest I can!" and I srsly mean it. Once, I was close to hit someone with my spikecollar, because they where just close to me, how insane is that? Whatsoever. Noone in my neighborhood can be trusted. I learned that as my parents 'best friens' once almost directly threatned us, and I became sorta scared of walking by their house because they said they had a gun, and I srsly thought that time that they would shoot anyone from my family if they saw us.. But they didn't and then they moved from town. Then it became halloween, and THEN late at some 'party' activities that my mom and her new best friend had figured out, my dad was knocked down by a drunk jerk, who could have killed anyone because he has been drivin the fastest he could WHILE being drunk. Srsly. And almost everyone where dressed in black clothing.. Gooood mix, don't you think? Whatsoever.. My dad got up and of course he was mad and I was just in pure chock and then I just wanted to help him beat the shit out of that other guy, but my dad told me to stay back and after that he told me to go home. So my friend, and at that moment the guy I was crushing on, pulled me in the direction of my parent's apartment. But there was noone home, other than the dog. So we walked over to one of my family's friends, who had gotten ALL of the young kids inside of the house to calm them and hand over some sweets to them. In the meanwhile, the police was called to take the drunk jerk, and so they did, I was kinda down at that time. Only because my dad had gotten beaten. Yeah, I'm a daddys girl. Srsly.. I'd do almost anything for my dad. and if I should chose between my mom and my dad.. I'd chose my dad.. Fuck my mom.. She' gets mad at me almost always.. Just if I take ONE wrong breath, then she freaks out., Bitch.,.. Oh well..

Later, the guy that had hit my dad, was forced to move away and then it came into the light that he had a whole lot of different guns and such, and that he at night had actually shot down at the playground sometimes. We had actually all been in danger the whole time he was there. And the evening he was moving his stuff, me and my siblings where told to stay inside, because he was still mad at our family.

And so I learned, that noone can be fully trusted, and to be honest, it's only a few people that I trust and would tell and do almost anything for.

Oh shit man.. Lol.. Sorry for writing so much. *lol*

well, but this idea was just because of the rain that night.. and the water at the streets.. and the streetlights being reflected in the water. x3

Oh.. but I don't know who Rinny have been butchering this time either.. lol


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