Vent art....really upset ='I great start to 2012...

Why do I try so hard to fit in, just to push everyone away?
The left hand side represents my happy side that everyone see's me as and the left hand side represents how I really feel inside, hurting and in pain. The stitched mouth represents a forced smile that I use most of the time. The Dark side of the heart represents my own heart breaking in two and trying to stitch it back together every time I hurt. The grey through the skin represents rotting and feeling sick. The falling apart angel wing represents my own self falling to pieces and just trying to pick them up and be happy. The bandage and cuts represent pain and anger, trying to cover it up so other people won't see and worry. The words in the back show my thoughts at the time and feelings I have towards myself.
It's really just vent art saying how much I try to put on a smile for others so they think I'm ok. I don't want them to worry. I feel pain and sadness just like anyone else, and I'm sure other people feel the same way as I do.