I used to be a vicious person before I found Fur Affinity. Some of my earlier writings tell the story. I actually was going to come on this website to be mean to people but found so many friendly furs here that I couldn't bring my self to do it. As time went on, my personality changed to being much nicer and open minded. Last week, had some of that depression come up from the culmination of some things that happened in the last few months. There was a few people who took advantage of my kindness and took their stab at me. I could feel the viciousness trying to come back out of me and permanently switch me back to the way I was and it hurt deep in my soul resisting it. After seeing how much positivity I brought to people, it made me never want to be that other guy again. I went to bed thinking about Coony who has been there for me months before I was ready to be there for him. I nuzzled up to a pile of blankets wishing I was up against you. You make things better. I didn't want to cry but a tear came out of my eye anyways right before I went to sleep.
I've gotten over it and I'm O.K. now but I'm open to talk if you want to.