COPIED FROM DA, WALL O'TEXT, skip if you'd like.

Alright, 'cause I know I'll need to explain this one since I didn't explain the other one..

This has nothing to do with the last drawing I drew..

On Tuesday (12-27-2011), My brother was REALLY sick.. to the point he was throwing up.. Well, My sister in law covered for him and my dad made a huge fit about it.. He texted my brother some.. harsh things, telling him that she is to NOT be trusted in the shop alone.. and this isn't the first time that he's done this kinda thing.. Well.. Dominic and Nicki had enough of this, they decided to get out of Ohio now..

So now, I am left to deal with two random strangers who BAW over everything I do, and an ex coworker. The Ex-Coworker told me about a really.. really crappy job, but it pays good.. and I honestly might enjoy it....


BUT.. This picture is cause I FINALLY had an established relationship with my brother. I grew up not knowing who he was, knowing that he was the trouble maker child, the druggie, the kid that I WASN'T supposed to be like.. Well.. I saw him when my nephew, Orion, was 3, which was in 2006-07.. I FINALLY have been able to see my brother, everyday, working with him.. though it was a pain, I loved it. I finally had a brother figure to talk to.. Someone who didn't cared what I said, as long as I was happy, he didn't care. He always joked around with me, throwing cheese at me when I was helping customers in the lobby...

I was also able to hang out with another girl, to actually talk to another girl without feeling strange. My sister in law helped me, a lot. If I was going through something bad, I would talk to her about it, see what she thought I should do. If I needed a day off, she usually would talk to Dom and tell him to let me have off..

And, I finally had a niece and nephews to spoil and to spend time with. Yes, did I get annoyed by them.. HOYES.. But I love all of them and their quirks. We were finally starting to understand eachother, and they were starting to calm down with me. Granted, that its only been a year... I've enjoyed my time with them..

And now, because of my father, Im back to that depressed state that I was in back in 2009, when all that crap with Jon happened, when one of my friends killed themself... I feel like crap.. I want my family back.. I don't care if they annoyed me sometimes, they were my family, and now, because of my dad, we're back to just mom, dad, my aunt and my other brother Charles, whom we NEVER SEE..

Back to the small little family that is distant..

And they are about to lose another child.. Maybe even two. My brother offered to take me and my little sister =Flamey16 in, but they don't want to tamper with me not graduating if I leave now.. I would LOVE to get the hell out of this place.. especially if it means getting away from Dad.

Sorry for the wall of text. If you have any questions, you know my MSN or you can note me or skype me.