I'm sorry, I didn't know. Will having another birdy help you heal?

It will a little yes. More so for Serpy than for myself. More than wanting Wahine around, she Needed her. It has been tough on her without her here. I myself dont think this is something that will ever go away entirely, but another companion will help to easy the pain...

so its harder on her than on you? Of course I know it will never go away. Do you think it will go away for her having another one around? Will the pain ever go away for you? I'm sure it would once you get one of your very own. It will be ok once you both get one of your very own.

I believe that in a sense, the pain will go away soon and will be replaced with nothing but the joy we had of having her around. Sure there will be sad moments, but they wont be painful, it will be painful for, we shall remember her for everything she was to us ^_^

And yeah, I definitely feel is was harder on Serpy. NO ONE was as close to Wahine as she was. She meant everything to her. Im sure once we get our own birds, our spirits will be higher and we will help them live and be as happy as little Weet was when she was with us, and we will creat new and even happier memories, because I think thats what Wahine would want us to do ^_^

I'm sorry you're still healing. I didn't know you're still sad about it. I guess you're still so used to being fake and hiding things. That makes me feel even more sad. It's my fault for hurting everyone who is mourning over her. I'm sorry...

It is in no way your fault sweetheart. These things happen and are a part of nature. Everyone who was involved with her would be hurting because of what she meant to them. Even Clem and Rasia are having a hard time with it.

I gues Im still healing in that it doesnt hurt to think about her but if I talk about it and reminisce too much, it causes a little pain. But Im not being fake about it. I just replace the pin with a happy memory. Usually I think of when we were driving and she was trying to help me steer by pulling on my eyebrows in the direction she wanted to go LOL and when she was my Emo hair for a while LOL.

Hehehehe! Okay I will try to do that too... replace with good memories.

^_^ It really helps!