You said you always would be there for me.
You lied.
I knew it wasn’t the truth right from the start.
I need you now… And where are you?
Chest deep in the embrance of your current boyfriend.
Your man will always be the center of your attention.
Even after all the devotion I gave you.
I know I’m not human enough for you both…
I’m a stranger to you.
How can you still call me sister?
But I can’t keep complaining.
You listen so little as it is.
So I have to shut up…
And see what comes out of it.
Stop lying to me.
Stop telling me you love me.
So I can finally accept that I’m alone…
And let go.
In case you can't read what it says in the vent:
"You complain too much!"
"But how will anyone know when I'm in pain..?"
"They don't all need to know! Just deal with it on your own! Grow up!"
"I never asked to grow up..."
"Well, that's just too bad."
"So what now then.. What do I do when I need to ask the world for one someone to hold me?"
"I withdraw... Hold it in. Stay silent because I complain too much..."
"Wait, wait for it to add up. I don't want to be just like the 'Boy Who Cried Wolf'. Hold it in. Hold it in."
"Does this make me a grown up now...?"
You lied.
I knew it wasn’t the truth right from the start.
I need you now… And where are you?
Chest deep in the embrance of your current boyfriend.
Your man will always be the center of your attention.
Even after all the devotion I gave you.
I know I’m not human enough for you both…
I’m a stranger to you.
How can you still call me sister?
But I can’t keep complaining.
You listen so little as it is.
So I have to shut up…
And see what comes out of it.
Stop lying to me.
Stop telling me you love me.
So I can finally accept that I’m alone…
And let go.
In case you can't read what it says in the vent:
"You complain too much!"
"But how will anyone know when I'm in pain..?"
"They don't all need to know! Just deal with it on your own! Grow up!"
"I never asked to grow up..."
"Well, that's just too bad."
"So what now then.. What do I do when I need to ask the world for one someone to hold me?"
"I withdraw... Hold it in. Stay silent because I complain too much..."
"Wait, wait for it to add up. I don't want to be just like the 'Boy Who Cried Wolf'. Hold it in. Hold it in."
"Does this make me a grown up now...?"
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Know what? I think silence is more important to the listener who's heard too much. Some people just feel more than others. Sometimes... one wrong word can ruin your entire day! So don't just hold it in. Just look for something that makes you smile as much as possible. That way life's not so ugly.
Agreed. I sometimes feel as if my emotions are unusually strong. But I have no way of really comparing it to others since I feel only what I feel and I'll need to learn how to manage what I do have. I feel terrible about ruining my friends days so I tend to hush up and not complain. But not talking eventually feels wrong and it all comes spilling over at once. *shakes head*
Life is ugly and beautiful all at once. The longer I focus on the bad, the uglier it will seem.
Life is ugly and beautiful all at once. The longer I focus on the bad, the uglier it will seem.
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