This was a little bit of venting.
My life's gone down and well, my family doesn't accept the fact that I want to be male and so forth. Apparently it's rude and disrespectful to my mother that I'm not happy wiht the gender I was born with.
I've lost a lot of friends. They don't like it that I miss so much school for being sick and suddenly hate me because I got time off.. I don't know if they're jealous or it's just me..
I feel like there's nobody else out there to help me move on with life, and it's just... awful. My family makes it seem like my thoughts on transgender, or taking testosterone is wrong. It's something that makes me feel comfortable with myself. I'm not happy being what I am. I feel like some sort of monster that needs to change.
If anyone out there has some advice, I will gladly listen to you... I've been down and feeling hurt..
Yeah. I'll colour this..
Art&Dezyre:
nomukoru
My life's gone down and well, my family doesn't accept the fact that I want to be male and so forth. Apparently it's rude and disrespectful to my mother that I'm not happy wiht the gender I was born with.
I've lost a lot of friends. They don't like it that I miss so much school for being sick and suddenly hate me because I got time off.. I don't know if they're jealous or it's just me..
I feel like there's nobody else out there to help me move on with life, and it's just... awful. My family makes it seem like my thoughts on transgender, or taking testosterone is wrong. It's something that makes me feel comfortable with myself. I'm not happy being what I am. I feel like some sort of monster that needs to change.
If anyone out there has some advice, I will gladly listen to you... I've been down and feeling hurt..
Yeah. I'll colour this..
Art&Dezyre:
nomukoru
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i had this argument with my parents alot the fact that i dont consider myself "female or male" more of both or one another t different times. my mom doesn't accept it one bit, and my step dad is completely convinced m "going to hell for my sins" all i can tell you is fuck them and the drama llama they rode in on. your beautiful, and dont let anybody who doesn't accept you for who you are tel you otherwise.
you do what makes YOU happy. screw everybody else. some day thayll look back like "damn, maybe i should of been nicer to them" or "damn maybe if i appolagize now things will be okay again" but by then, you'll be that strong independent person you want to be without them, and thayll realize you never needed them in the first place. as long as your happy, and the people who really care about you see that, then it doesn't matter what anybody thinks. if your family doesn't like you for who you are, then there not your family.
just be strong, and show then you wont bow to anybody
things will get better
i promise <3
you do what makes YOU happy. screw everybody else. some day thayll look back like "damn, maybe i should of been nicer to them" or "damn maybe if i appolagize now things will be okay again" but by then, you'll be that strong independent person you want to be without them, and thayll realize you never needed them in the first place. as long as your happy, and the people who really care about you see that, then it doesn't matter what anybody thinks. if your family doesn't like you for who you are, then there not your family.
just be strong, and show then you wont bow to anybody
things will get better
i promise <3
well besides saying be true to yourself, the concept of normal is not actually set, people look at me and think i'm screwy because i wear a dog collar with a keylock on it(lost the key to it) just for fun, i incessantly ramble on about video games, manga, anime, pron, my characters(also known as my other personalities, but that's only the ones that aren't called Takoshi, Blue 14, Gothtk, Tikki, or Jeremie) and just do really stupid things based on Weather and Temperature. (feel free to ignore if this doesn't make sense or not helping)
*scratches chin* although i do believe that you should be willing to accept who you are, monster or not, before other people can accept you...i believe it's also true that you can be whoever you want to me...though changing genders is a BIG decision to make and very taxing...so before you make the final choice give it some thought.....maybe you just need someone to accept you for who you are rather then the person you wish you were... *pets* sides, i think your very pretty
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