Well I going to tell my part of the story. I really like this style of shading but too much brightness in them but at least it balance it out. Ok here how it goes:

I was sitting there, crying becasue I wanted to be alone from everyone. I wanted to be like gem. I didnt know why I got jealous of gem, she always kind gentle and courage. One day I was playing with my toys all alone. then he saw Gem with other babyfur palying with each other. I got cross and kept it in my body not to let it out of the system. One babyfur came and said: "do you want to play with us with Gem ?". I turn around with my angry look and told to get lost and leave me alone. The babyfur got upset and cried. I left with that guilt and regret.

the next day I was grump as ever the babyfur moved away from me, they fear me because I might hurt them. Playing again on my own I saw a shadow, it was Gem. I look shock at here my emotion mix like chemicals of feelings. She ask why dont you come play with us ?. I finally snap that hurted her.

Zanten: I HATE YOU, WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE FUN AND HAPPY, I SICK AND TIRED OF YOU. I WANT TO HAVE FRIENDS BUT YOU KEEP STEALING THEM AWAY. DONT COME NEAR ME YOU JUST GOIN GTO HURT ME LIKE THEM.

With my rage tearing in my eye, Gem was hurt and ran away crying. I even felt more worse than before because of my rage. The care taker punsihed me by butting me in the corner and not to turn around. I pout out to show no arthority to them. They got angry and I got what they wanted ...... a spanking. I didnt care I hated them as well they dont care about me anymore. Tears rolling down my cheek hurting myself in darkness where the place is cold and alone.

The next day babyfur started to hate me, I thought to myself, "did I really want this to happen?" I sat again in the corner again crying sitting there. then I saw the shadow again of gem. Feeling like been hammer by a nail I ask here.

Zanten: What do you want from me?
Gem: I...um...I...
Zanten: If you got nothing to say teh dont bother me.
Gem: I know how you feel
Zanten:....
Gem: I see you hated me because I got friends and you didnt and felt you where left out in your own circle. Lot of people do care for you. I'm sorry you had hard time for yourself. Please dont be depress I too love you becasue you very special.
Zanten: you think so ?
Gem: Yeah you very special your wings where they from ?
Zanten: It an angelic wing I got from my mother.
Gem: That really beautiful. NO alot of people like you have wings like that some wings are very scary but your wings seem so nice and soft.
Zanten:*blush* thanks nobody every said that about my wings.
Gem: That right I know you have a heart you just lost your path in one.
Gem: I'm sorry if I mad ethings worse for you I hope to make things better but everyone still lov eyou even the care taker, You must show you love them as well adn you be love in return. Please dont be mad I want to be your friend and dont worry you my frined even if you are grump I like you ^_^
Those ord tha tGem said, I felt the chain that binded my anger was realise, I felt better and started to cry again.

Zanten: I'm so sorry Gem, I'm so sorry I been mean to you. you so nice to me I dont know what to say.

I couldnt stop crying becasue I was grateful for someone like here. Gem hug me. "Dont worry everything is going to be OK"

The End
"Dont worry everything is going to be OK" is the idiom I like becasue no matter what life face you get everything will turn out fine in the end. I jsut have to believe in that. And keep trying hard.

Done by Zanten94
Character Gem belongs to toddlergirl
Charater Zanten belongs to me.