I'll lay here and listen to the scanner for you <3
Till I fall asleep that is lol :p
From 7 till 9 tonight
was away on a call, and I (many, many miles away back in my home state) decided to see how much I could accomplish while he was gone. So, I drew and completed this to stay busy.
Not bad for 2 hours
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LaurenRivers
She couldn't stand it, that big empty space that was normally filled with a warm body next to her. Rain had kissed him good luck as he'd left, she had made it a promise never to kiss him good bye as he was always going with the strict understanding that he would be back. She rested on the bed and tried to get back to sleep, though it wasn't coming as swiftly as she had hoped.
Disappointed, she climbed out of bed and felt her paws on the soft carpet of the bedroom. Rain walked to the kitchen and peeked into the fridge, though nothing seemed good to her. She closed it with some disinterest. A small growl escaped her muzzle as she felt like it had been a lot longer than it actually had been, perhaps an hour.
Just before she turned to go back to bed, she spotted an extra set of his fire gear. She picked it up in her paws and pressed her muzzle against it. The folf sniffed the clothing and inhaled her lover's scent as if it were a sumptuous feast. She took the articles of clothing to the bedroom and slipped them on her body, previously clad in only panties and a bra.
Once more she climbed into bed, her mate's clothing making her feel like she was with him. She eyed the empty space where his body would be were he home, and listlessly she placed a paw on the very spot where their paws always met in their sleep.
The clock said 3:01. "Come back soon," she said to no one in particular...
Till I fall asleep that is lol :p
From 7 till 9 tonight
was away on a call, and I (many, many miles away back in my home state) decided to see how much I could accomplish while he was gone. So, I drew and completed this to stay busy.Not bad for 2 hours
_______________Now, with 20% more story. Written by
LaurenRiversShe couldn't stand it, that big empty space that was normally filled with a warm body next to her. Rain had kissed him good luck as he'd left, she had made it a promise never to kiss him good bye as he was always going with the strict understanding that he would be back. She rested on the bed and tried to get back to sleep, though it wasn't coming as swiftly as she had hoped.
Disappointed, she climbed out of bed and felt her paws on the soft carpet of the bedroom. Rain walked to the kitchen and peeked into the fridge, though nothing seemed good to her. She closed it with some disinterest. A small growl escaped her muzzle as she felt like it had been a lot longer than it actually had been, perhaps an hour.
Just before she turned to go back to bed, she spotted an extra set of his fire gear. She picked it up in her paws and pressed her muzzle against it. The folf sniffed the clothing and inhaled her lover's scent as if it were a sumptuous feast. She took the articles of clothing to the bedroom and slipped them on her body, previously clad in only panties and a bra.
Once more she climbed into bed, her mate's clothing making her feel like she was with him. She eyed the empty space where his body would be were he home, and listlessly she placed a paw on the very spot where their paws always met in their sleep.
The clock said 3:01. "Come back soon," she said to no one in particular...
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Its hard when a loved one goes away. Lord knows I worry about him a lot when he goes on any calls. They are all him rushing off at the drop of a dime to help someone he's never met. And thank you. It was basically packed with emotion as I was drawing it so I'm glad it seems to be conveyed well to others ^^
In September my mate flew out to be with me for three weeks - from England - I live in the US.
It was the best, and worst time of my life.
My younger sister left for collage, and so did her boyfriend.
And it made me know that my mate would be leaving soon.
The thought was ever apparent every time we turned around.
Attached at the hip we where for those three weeks, - he slept in my room, in my bed.
Nothing happened, for we had both decided we would wait on that.
But when he was gone - after we dropped him, and my heart off at the airport, I felt empty.
My room felt cold. Like something was missing, and it still does.
The time we had together I will cherish forever, and in april I will be flying out to be with him.
But, it doesnt change how I feel now. Doesnt change who empty it is in here when I go to bed.
I know how you feel. Understand it, and wish no one had to endure it.
The first night he was gone I had to sleep in the living room because I didnt want to be in my room, alone.
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It sucks. But its so worth it in the end. <3
It was the best, and worst time of my life.
My younger sister left for collage, and so did her boyfriend.
And it made me know that my mate would be leaving soon.
The thought was ever apparent every time we turned around.
Attached at the hip we where for those three weeks, - he slept in my room, in my bed.
Nothing happened, for we had both decided we would wait on that.
But when he was gone - after we dropped him, and my heart off at the airport, I felt empty.
My room felt cold. Like something was missing, and it still does.
The time we had together I will cherish forever, and in april I will be flying out to be with him.
But, it doesnt change how I feel now. Doesnt change who empty it is in here when I go to bed.
I know how you feel. Understand it, and wish no one had to endure it.
The first night he was gone I had to sleep in the living room because I didnt want to be in my room, alone.
~~
It sucks. But its so worth it in the end. <3
From the other point of view "Ah, what happened to my favorite sweatshirt?" - just one of the many things I didn't know about women. This is really great, pulls at the heart strings, at first glance 'firefighter alone in bed?' -one line into description 'Nope she's wearing his gear'
As much as you want to be by his side I can assure you that he would much rather you be safe at home as far from any harm as possible. No matter what the level of public service we have good days and bad days, when that bad ones come along it's hard on multiple levels in all honesty not so much on seen that's where the professionalism kicks in and we do what needs to be done. It's afterword that's the hardest, when there is time to think about it what could have gone right and wrong, you always want to be open and honest with friends and family however you also always want to protect them from the grimmer parts ones job can entail. The only true advantage we have to anyone else is knowing to some degree the conflicts we may encounter. God bless and keep safe.
Know how you feel, this is the carrer im going for I know its scary but there's a prayer ill send you sometime people keep saying I can't do it but I rather know I could save a life if it meant giving mine I won't give up fire runs though my veins to do this you have to love the fire as much as you hate it.
I would love to know what that prayer is that you use. Feel free to comment back, or note it to me. Firefighting is his life, and I know that. Im aware of the risks it runs to him, and being a volunteer, I know he's doing it because its what he loves to do. I will always be by his side, even thought I may not be there at a cal with him. He will always have my support because I love him :)
Thanks :) And yup, I share her feelings. But now, Im running the calls too with my s/o. So this still happens every once in a while, but now Im usually right by his side, lending a helping paw :) Im not sure now which is worse, laying and waiting for his return, or watching him on scene run head first into a burning structure.
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