Depression has smacked the fucketh down upon me once again which ended up in physical symptoms being the issue. I'm finally back on antidepressants which for 3 days have made me tired and be ravaged by on and off headaches. I've been told 2-3 weeks of this, rest, sleep, water and distraction is the only cure atm.

I take 50mg Sertraline in the mornings, 20mg of Amitriptyline at night. Doctor is concerned about my mental state and i'll be seeing psychiatrists to determine whether i'm bipolar or not...it could be anything but she's more concerned about my self harming may return and even more scared for my bouts of suicidal thinking. Ugh.

One day i'll be all better...>,<