Yeah this is a kinda Vent art..

Its kinda how I have been feeling for a while
and I reflected it in my fursona as best I could with examples

everything in here is kind of a relation to what I have been having trouble with myself..
and is also at the same time a rough example of my troubled childhood put into my fursonas scene..
if I could I would draw all the broken toys I used to take apart and all my attempts to build and draw stuff..

Me being wet and leaking is kind of a way to show how I seem to just have trouble with everything and I kinda just have to deal with it and sit in my failure..

I forget the word that describes these kind things o.o;;

Sorry if this upsets anyone ;_;
I have been wanting to draw something like this for good long while..
this is just how I feel when it comes to doing any of my favorite things..