Ok so this pic was forged with feelings of anguish, impotence, despair, hopelessness, and desperation, and probably other feelings of the sort. I made this when I turned 18, and realized all my friends already had sex, and I was... errmm... >.> still am the only one without such a privilege. The main reason why I had this feelings back then, is cuz I wanted to have sex while still being underage, just like all those wonderful stories ive read. And turning 18 well, since now it was legal for me to have sex, and it was more generally accepted by society, it kinda lost some of that magic of loving someone physically while being underage, it seemed(s) more romantic, i dont know, maybe its because of the image of innocence still present while being underage.