I can't talk about it with my family...and specially friends...as I see I can write it only here. I really hope what maybe a little part of my pain will be gone after it.
When I saw Raevis, I already knew what our meeting in real will be hardful..or impossible. Part of me always preparing to it. I always knew what it will be hard...but I didn't know what so...hard.
First when I got his letter...I was just in shock. I just didn't know what to think, feel and write. 3 hours I just looked to nowhere. Inside stayed only anger, pain and deep sadness. I thought only about how all starting to be so useless...without you...even my dreams.
It' early morning here...but I still can't sleep...
...I just can't believe what you are not with me. I Just can't understand how it can be!!!!!!!!
As I said to you...I love you...and be happy.
(Sorry for mistakes)
When I saw Raevis, I already knew what our meeting in real will be hardful..or impossible. Part of me always preparing to it. I always knew what it will be hard...but I didn't know what so...hard.
First when I got his letter...I was just in shock. I just didn't know what to think, feel and write. 3 hours I just looked to nowhere. Inside stayed only anger, pain and deep sadness. I thought only about how all starting to be so useless...without you...even my dreams.
It' early morning here...but I still can't sleep...
...I just can't believe what you are not with me. I Just can't understand how it can be!!!!!!!!
As I said to you...I love you...and be happy.
(Sorry for mistakes)
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i know the feeling
i recently asked out the 1 person i felt was worth the risk of asking in over 10 years
and was utterly crushed to find i lost her in a moment of hesitation when i was going to previously ask her
that day someone else did .
the sole crushing loneliness that comes from it is sometimes overwhelming
and i spiraled into a 3 month depression . and depression is not just something normally do so it was an experience i wasn't ready for.
any ways my point is hang in there man. it may take a while but it does get easier.
i recently asked out the 1 person i felt was worth the risk of asking in over 10 years
and was utterly crushed to find i lost her in a moment of hesitation when i was going to previously ask her
that day someone else did .
the sole crushing loneliness that comes from it is sometimes overwhelming
and i spiraled into a 3 month depression . and depression is not just something normally do so it was an experience i wasn't ready for.
any ways my point is hang in there man. it may take a while but it does get easier.
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