About 9–10 years ago, I came across a video on YouTube of a fursuiter dancing to a song, and from that moment on, I became obsessed with the idea of having a suit of my own.
Around 5 years ago, I made many attempts to commission one for a lot of money, but the makers turned out to be unreliable and ended up scamming me. Needless to say, it was really discouraging.

After the war started in my country, my desire to get a suit faded. I lost my sense of purpose and motivation, thinking, “What’s the point if everything could come to an end sooner or later? Why even try when it feels like I’m living on a powder keg?”
Everything changed when I finally gathered the strength to leave everything behind and move to another country to be with my girlfriend. My motivation, passion, and genuine inspiration came back. I decided to use some money that had been sitting in my account for a long time and ordered all the materials I needed.

During the process of making the suit, I often had thoughts that it was a waste of time—but I didn’t give up…
And now—my first fursuit head is finished! I can’t help but tear up when I think about the journey I had to go through. Getting a fursuit head was one of my biggest dreams, and I’m so happy that I managed to make one myself—no worse than the makers I used to try commissioning from.

Sorry for this emotional post—I feel like I’ve already talked about this everywhere. I just can’t stop. I’m overwhelmed with emotions and incredibly happy!