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Good afternoon, dear subscribers and viewers of my content. As you may have noticed, I haven't posted anything online for a long time, although at the moment I have several unfinished orders that I will commit to completing soon. I am very ashamed that my customers had to wait so many months without explanation, but my mental state, time and place have just begun to come into balance in order to finally confess and apologize to everyone waiting for my return.
At the end of autumn, I had been depressed for quite a long time because of my main job, workload, and superiors. Dismissal was not possible for at least another 9 months, but recently I was able to achieve it. . . I also recently moved, it was scary and difficult, I had to get a few part-time jobs to ensure my life for the first time, my laptop was already beginning to get covered in dust while I was doing my work routine and adjusting to my new place of residence. I have often thought that I need to finally force myself to sit down and draw all those wonderful comics that I have been working on since the fall, but in my free time from work and household chores, I literally lay or was next to my loved ones, thanks to whom I was able to return to my best condition. By spring, I am incredibly grateful to all my friends, my partner, and my parents for not leaving me alone, even though I tried very hard to do so (I always want to go into seclusion when life difficulties come). I also recently started communicating with my wonderful friend, whom I haven't seen in three years, as it turns out, we both didn't know that we missed each other, but without her first steps, I would never have allowed myself to return, I love you!
Anyway, no matter what happened in my life, I am like an artist. I have no right to ignore orders that good people have been waiting for for so long, I understand that by going into the "cave" I have undermined confidence in my services, and I fully accept the possible consequences that await my statistics and not only. Nevertheless, now that I'm more or less settled, and work doesn't take up 80% of my time, and my mental health is strong enough, I promise not to take on too much, but to continue to delight you with all the wonderful stories that will come out of my pen in the near future!
The only thing I can wish you, after going through all these stupid situations, is not to try to fill your life 100%, do not try to be productive and super successful in everything every day, rest more often and sleep at least 8 hours a day, do not forget to spend time with friends, even if it seems to you that You won't be able to do anything if you take an extra two hours or spend a day relaxing. It's right to be productive and take care of your future, but everything should have a balance, and it takes longer to get out of burnout than to arrange a couple of days off a week. So now I won't be taking a lot of orders at a time, and there are no exhausting business trips at my current job.
It's still me-Fluteve. Thank you for still being here, I promise to be more honest and open with you, and with myself, to be honest.
(The picture shows a trough from the fairy tale "About the Fisherman and the Fish", where the main character lost everything due to the lack of a sense of moderation.)
At the end of autumn, I had been depressed for quite a long time because of my main job, workload, and superiors. Dismissal was not possible for at least another 9 months, but recently I was able to achieve it. . . I also recently moved, it was scary and difficult, I had to get a few part-time jobs to ensure my life for the first time, my laptop was already beginning to get covered in dust while I was doing my work routine and adjusting to my new place of residence. I have often thought that I need to finally force myself to sit down and draw all those wonderful comics that I have been working on since the fall, but in my free time from work and household chores, I literally lay or was next to my loved ones, thanks to whom I was able to return to my best condition. By spring, I am incredibly grateful to all my friends, my partner, and my parents for not leaving me alone, even though I tried very hard to do so (I always want to go into seclusion when life difficulties come). I also recently started communicating with my wonderful friend, whom I haven't seen in three years, as it turns out, we both didn't know that we missed each other, but without her first steps, I would never have allowed myself to return, I love you!
Anyway, no matter what happened in my life, I am like an artist. I have no right to ignore orders that good people have been waiting for for so long, I understand that by going into the "cave" I have undermined confidence in my services, and I fully accept the possible consequences that await my statistics and not only. Nevertheless, now that I'm more or less settled, and work doesn't take up 80% of my time, and my mental health is strong enough, I promise not to take on too much, but to continue to delight you with all the wonderful stories that will come out of my pen in the near future!
The only thing I can wish you, after going through all these stupid situations, is not to try to fill your life 100%, do not try to be productive and super successful in everything every day, rest more often and sleep at least 8 hours a day, do not forget to spend time with friends, even if it seems to you that You won't be able to do anything if you take an extra two hours or spend a day relaxing. It's right to be productive and take care of your future, but everything should have a balance, and it takes longer to get out of burnout than to arrange a couple of days off a week. So now I won't be taking a lot of orders at a time, and there are no exhausting business trips at my current job.
It's still me-Fluteve. Thank you for still being here, I promise to be more honest and open with you, and with myself, to be honest.
(The picture shows a trough from the fairy tale "About the Fisherman and the Fish", where the main character lost everything due to the lack of a sense of moderation.)
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